Am I the only person who falls into a serious stage of ADHD during worship? It's not even that I struggle with Attention Deficit on a regular basis. Just when I'm trying to connect with God! Here's what happens:

• I am singing the song, lead by the worship leader, truly feeling the movement of the Holy Spirit.
• My arms are lifted high, just me and Him.
• I can feel Him working on those dark and sad places.
• I begin to cry just a little.
• As a tear rolls down my face, I remember how I look when I cry. (And it's not pretty, let me tell you!)
• I remember how the Princess in Braveheart looks when she cries.
• Then I remember why she was crying.
• I picture Mel Gibson's death in the movie.
• I wonder what he was recently doing to mess up his life so much.
• I mean, he had such annointing to make The Passion of the Christ.
• That leads to Jim Caviezel.
• Then there's the line of soldiers coming to the Garden.
• Jim, as Jesus, crushing the snake under his foot.
• The actress that played Lucifer was brilliant!
• She looked so weird with out her eyelashes and eyebrows.
• Mel Gibson's idea, I think.
• Man, he did such a good job with that movie!
• The hand holding the nail was actually Mel's.
• He did that just because it was our sin that put Jesus on that Cross.
• Wait, what was I singing?!?!?

There you have it. A snapshot of the mind of Lara Moore. Not a pretty place, I tell you! Similar to how I look when I cry. Katherine Heigl looks pretty when she cries. I used to like her...